On the Upswing

Well, I'm happy to say that, emotionally at least, I'm feeling quite a bit better than the last time I posted. When I start feeling like that, it's usually a sign that some sort of big change is around the corner, or needs to be just around the corner. I think stuff is starting to shift, finally. (And boy, I about typoed that into, "I think start is stuffing to shit." That's what I get for posting while tired.)

For one thing, thanks to Len's encouragement, I've started to write again. Not with the goal of getting published, not with anything like that, yet...just writing. Having fun with it. I must admit, I really do enjoy writing like that. Hell, as my creative juices get flowing more, I even find myself attempting to draw. Not well, and not much, but it's drawing!

Also, I had a very...odd...conversation with Jeff the other night, while everyone else was off getting food. I get the feeling it might lead me into something completely unexpected--but I don't want to focus on that too much. It's a mere possibility, something bouncing around in my head. Add to that that it also involves someone else, and you get why. I simply don't want to focus all my energy on an 'if' to have it fall through.

In other news, a crapload of my relatives are supposed to show up today. (In case anyone reading this didn't know, my dad is one of 12, so I have a lot of relatives.) My biggest gripe about that is that I have to work from 11am to 7:30pm, meaning I might miss some of the best stuff. Of course, knowing my relatives and their punctuality, they might not arrive until then, so I guess I won't worry too much.

Overall...relatives are coming, computer's paid off, I got money in my pocket, and it looks like stuff is about to start changing again, maybe for the better. It never fails--I start getting bored, and everything becomes interesting again!